So the Past huh?

["Low-key" Lyesmith]

"Because it would freak you out. Because its to make you scared. Its to instill terror." Shaking his head. "Why don’t you alphas get it. There is nothing wrong with being scared or admitting that you are. Yet you all have to be in charge have to not be scared. And this…" Waving his hand at her top to bottom and back. “This is scary for anyone not on your level. I am scared everyday around all of you. I know one wrong thing and I could be toast. But I refuse to let the fear stop me. You attract badness. You snarl and fight the world and hangout with badguys because you are I don’ know maybe attracted to the excitement, the fear. And can’t admit it. Your brother, Guy, Xander, Hiero all strong big bad guys. And yet you are the connecting tissue. I was fine playing tough pretending the fear doesn’t bother me. But there is a limit to the fear. There is only so much I can take. And thinking about your brother and his friend Xander is no fun for me. It sucks actually. Go kill him, your brother. Take him out. Or have one of the other bad guys in your circle do it but please just stop talking about it unless you’re going to tell me how scared you are. Unless you’re going to come down to my level. Xander broke every bone in my body several times and shoved me in a trunk. Your brother forced a shift on me that when I am in the dark with no noise I can still hear my bones tearing against themselves. And Guy He was strong enugh to choke me out in wolf form. You were bleeding and mostly unconscious but your boyfriend Hiero pulled beasts form already shifted wolves. And he is a lion. So either be scared with me or not but leave me out of this unless it is truly no other choice. No evil fae, no magic resurrecting bad guys. It scares me and I live with fear but I am beyond my quota. Please Shaydra. Please.” Dropping his head as he struggled to breathe. He could feel the fear taking far too much hold. He hadn’t stress shifted in at least two years and yet he felt it coming on. He didn’t trust his legs as he was wobbly emotionally and physically. All those dark moments he’d tried to put behind a door and close off came barreling back up. Broken and rebroken and no one came for him. Broken and rebroken then locked in a steamer trunk so his bones wouldn’t heal right without being rebroken yet again. And now it turns out her brother was in on it. That he was behind it as a petty get back. Seth had to get out of here he knew he couldn’t hold back the shift. He was sure his eyes had already gone he couldn’t tell for sure the tears in his eyes made everything blurry. He tried standing…

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The sudden slight outburst from Seth had her take back a little before she exhaled and shook her head some. Glancing over herself and blinked before she realized what he meant and started thinking back even when he first joined along with Skye, trying to not react when he brought up what Xander and William both did to him. Though the mention of Guy was a little shocking since she didn't remember him being that type of a wolf before. Still before she reacted to his words she moved her hand to his shoulder the other pressed against his cheek to ease him back down from freaking out to much. It was something she'd been doing since before she was turned and it only heightened the ability once she was infected.

It was a sense of calm that came from the gentle touch, soothing both the human and the beast within to relax once more. The touch was gentle, warm really and felt like a blanket wrapping the person in both warmth and protection. "Seth calm down. You don't think I'm scared? I am, but I'm also unsure and pissed cause this could just as easily be someones sick joke. At the moment I can't tell. But I am very much scared cause I don't know what to do." Shifting around some she carefully, keeping the touch there pulled Seth to her and held him. "I'm sorry, you are right I am scared." Shay was scared, worried even for Selene, him, herself, Hiero and Tasha, the pack & pride pretty much everyone she knew and loved.

[Tyler Jacobs]

Sitting in his office at the school after his first class and going over the homework turned in when a chill went up his spine it was as if someone was pouring fear across him and he knew it wasn't his own. Throwing open his shield he realized who it felt like and his hand was on his phone before to long dialing " Pick up Seth pick up"

Wondering what would cause such a feeling so strong in the middle of the day. When he picked up Tyler spoke down the line" where are you and what is wrong? I can feel you from here I need you to listen to me and focus on me I'm sending my beast to you to pull your back"

Listening for an answer he heard some of what was in the background" Can you get to your feet and outside away from everyone I can try and make it to you but ill keep pushing for now"

["Low-key" Lyesmith]

A fear shift was like being punched in the gut until dry heaved yourself to sleep it was in short no fun. Your body revolted against you. Your mind rebelled against the shift but also worked against you as the only hope was to shift quickly not prolong the pain. Razors edge the size of a pin.

Shaydra being pack helped her nearness and touch helped. It was a warm blanket when suffering from hypothermia. Which meant he was still cold and shivering but taking less damage from the cold.

Then his phone. It was weird but as his phone had become such a vital component of his life it was an automatic reaction to answer especially as the ringtone meant it was Tyler. Shit!!! His mind panicked. Dripping his head against Shaydra he was too far gone to even take juvenile pleasure in the fact his head was resting against her chest.


"Uh hhey, Ty, Tyler man hows tricks" he replied fooling no one. He was maybe twelve minutes frim shifting Shaydra was helping but once started short of...

Then it hit a wave of pack so string and high it brought a feral smile to his lips. "Yeah," he replied feeling stronger less small, less afraid. The weight of the pack against his back he could take the world on.


Yes his eyes were gone vibrant wolf totally. And he was no longer afraid. "Sure thing," he said his voice deeper more feral. Standing on nonwobbly limbs he didn't want to lose the feeling so he rested his hand against Shaydras covering the phone he said to her, "Tyler wants back at the school walk with me awhile?"

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When he leaned into her, Shay wrapped her arms around him fully and rested her cheek on the top of his head. Rubbing gently along his back as she allowed her presence, her touch to soothe both the human and the beast. Not even bothered by where he was at the moment resting against her chest, lifting her head some as the phone rang. Listening as he spoke, but she didn't say anything allowing him to speak with Tyler, knowing as Ulfric he picked up on the emotions running through Seth right now.

Feeling the sudden change though arched a brow some in how he answered Tyler and mentally shook her head. Glad to feel him no longer shaking and kept her head lifted, arching a brow at the sudden expression and his word before he was just up as if nothing happened. Cocking her head and pursed her lips, before he was covering the phone, his hand on her and spoke. Pushing up along side him and gave a nice happy smile, nodding about walking with him back towards the school. Moving an arm around his shoulders, but letting him talk to Tyler, just smiled.

[Tyler Jacobs]

Hearing the change he let out a breath but didn't let up with the beast. His beast would remain with them until they could get safely back. He would keep talking to him the whole time. Words of comfort." you're doing good man just keep coming to me your almost there"

He had left his office and come down the door watching for them.

["Low-key" Lyesmith]

"Whatever it is you and Shay did really helped Ty; I feel like I could run a marathon while juggling or something. Or maybe run it backwards and still win. You got some major mojo." The consious part of his brain which he rarely let anyone know was there registered the concern but the situation had passed so he couldn't understand the reason for concern. His smile was still too entirely feral. Leaning into Shay as she walked with her having moved her arm over his shoulder he said, "You know you smell really nice. I can't believe I haven't noticed it until just now." Back to Tyler he said, "Did you notice how nice Shaydra smells. She is absolutely great. Good thing she was here with me or I wouldn't know how great she smells."

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Hearing Seth as he spoke to Tyler she cocked her head some and now realized what exactly happened to help. Her and Tyler both were using their abilities to help keep Seth from shifting. Though it seemed to have another affect, making him feel more energized and talkative than she remembered the boy ever being. Although she did chuckle when he called their help mojo and shook her head softly. Her arm still around his shoulder, but as they continued towards the school, she glanced over to Seth as he continued, pursing her lips a little. Shay had been about to give him a little thanks, but he continued on about how she smelled even with Tyler and she wasn't sure what to make of that. "Seth? Are you alright? I hardly see how good I smell being something Tyler would really care about."

[Tyler Jacobs]

Maybe he had pushed too hard to quick and the first part of it made him smile he would have to pull both beasts for now and then let Seths go back to him normally. The second part made him frown an frown hard. He had only met the woman twice before and that had not been one of the thoughts in his head." Seth we are going to have to talk about your priorities a bit man"

Trying not to project irritation and anger when he had the balance so weighted on him" But to answer you no I never noticed nor cared to. you've met my Lupa you know what I have at home"

He caught the occasional pretty face and he was still very much a man so he might glance but there were other things he didn't do. Sniffing other females in weird ways was one of them, especially not females who smelled very heavily like the rex he respected and had a good working relationship with. when they got close enough he ran down and out to meet them and giving a quick glance of curiosity to Shaydra at how she tied into this or just happened to be there he offered a half smile" Thank you if you hadn't been there that would have been bad for us all, I got him from here. He will probably want a nap when we get in"

Sliding alongside the younger wolf so they touched bodies but not like he and she had been" come on buddy lets get you tucked away for a bit, Ill get someone to fill in at the desk"

["Low-key" Lyesmith]

“ Is this what you guys feel like? No wonder so many of them were assholes. Uh yeah sure priorities. Right. Got it." He nodded even as he was sure Tyler couldn’t actually see him. Though maybe he could. Of course anything was possible. He felt he knew now why Alpha’s were such assholes all this power control at their fingertips. He had a good nose but for once he could scent clearer. He could see… and then the crash hit. It was like a candle sputtering out. And that candle was him.

" Yeah I know she is great too though I’d never… You know uhm be improper. Sides she’d kick my ass fore you would" He tried putting on a brave front, but he was a little afraid he wouldn’t make it. Look at Shaydra he forced a smile even as his steps were slowing. Lowering the phone from his ear he concentrated on not dropping it. His voice lower he projected while whispering “You know I ever tell I thought Don uh William was a sadist. I was trying to expose him to the rest of you but I kept getting my ass kicked. I hated the fact none of you helped me then. But you were the only family I had so I put up with it…”

As he looked up as Tyler was rushing at him. “Hey man!!! Good idea.” Seth said his eyes already lowering.