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Post by kusaji on Jul 17, 2009 19:28:34 GMT -6
Looked at her as she sat beside him and then opened his lap top in between bites of the chicken rolling it in rice to get both tastes of food in which he was eating. Opening the top of the lap top, he’d put his thumb to the print identifier to let it fully open and access his computers inner programs. He’d look next to her as he let a soft cough as her words made him think.
“You mean like are we going to be boyfriend and girlfriend... because I would love for that to be… I mean umm if you want it to be as well I’d be honored ... i…if you were mine.[/b]”
He’d blush to a bright red as he said the words and looked at her through soft eyes letting his lips tuck inwards as he began to chew nervously on the bottom piece of flesh. The butterflies fluttered faster and more making his stomach tie in knots as he awaited her answer. His knuckles turned white as he gripped the chopsticks in his fingers. He’d show his nervousness in his body language as he asked her what he wanted to know.
"I..i…I umm would really like if you were, i.. I like you a lot I am not kidding and I am not doing this to just ask you, I wanted to know how you felt and now that I know I want you to be my girlfriend and my other half, well not wife wise.. niot yet were too young, but umm… I am rambling.[/b]”
He’d give a soft chuckle and let his hand slide behind his hair and caress the locks of hair softly. He’d sigh loudly and then try and calm his breath as he waited her to relieve his stress.
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Post by evilinnocent on Jul 19, 2009 12:35:34 GMT -6
Bernie sighed as she looked at Kusa, blushing the whole time as she nodded her head. Slowly looking down as she coughed a bit then looked up at him. A smile on her face as she took a bite of white rice then a bite of the chicken too, after she finished chewing she took a breath. “Well if you want too it may be nice but would that not be rushing into it head first without getting our feet wet?” She asked him.
Slowly she held her breath as she waited on his answer to save her. She was so scared that she would have him say no he didn’t want her. This was her first real crush ever really and she didn’t know how to handle it really. She slowly looked around the room as she wonder what was going to be said.
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Post by kusaji on Jul 19, 2009 14:51:48 GMT -6
Looking at Bernie his eyes softened some as he continued eating his food. Slow small bites carefully placed in his mouth with the bamboo chopsticks carved perfectly for him. He’d look at the television as he hit the power button on the remote looking at the channels as he surfed the HD and then the pay per view movies, he’d look at the list and then picked out a decent scary movie or at least one he hoped would be good as he clicked play, he’d dim the lights in the apartment. He’d settle back on the sofa and smiled at her. The words she spoke next caused his face to twist in a thinking like motion.
“Hmm, I suppose it would, but really I like you and you like me so why not I mean why not it’s just dating with a title which is what we are doing anyways just now we’ll have a title…. Unless you don’t want to… I know I wouldn’t mind you being my girl... if you wouldn’t mind being mine that is.[/b]”
He gave his answer as he leaned back on the couch and looked down. He’d wonder what she wanted as she seemed nervous and scared. He’d look directly in her eyes showing her the truth of what he wanted. His lips closed around another piece of chicken and chewed the morsel of food.
“But if you say no then we can still date.. because I do want you I care about you even in this short time we could wait a while till we have a title I guess though.[/b]”
He’d nervously swallow his food as he looked into her soft eyes and let his hand slide over hers and grasps it softly in waiting of her thoughts.
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Post by evilinnocent on Jul 21, 2009 19:21:51 GMT -6
Bernie smile at him as she thought of what to say. "If you want the title then we can have it I just didn't want to rush you into anything. I didnt want you to feel cornered" She said as she looked around then down at her lap. Her hands where in her lap as she let out as close as a purr she could. " I do like you too you know that and I dont want to lose that."
She slowly looked up at him waiting for what he had to say.
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Post by kusaji on Jul 22, 2009 0:40:16 GMT -6
“I don’t feel cornered at all and I like you a lot I mean well... titles aren’t needed, but I know that’s what I want us to be… maybe it is moving too fast… I just normally follow my heart and what it wants I usually give in. So yea I am not cornered if I ask Bernie.[/b]”
His eyes fell upon her form as it was slumped down and looking at her hands. His right hand would move atop her left and his right hand lifted her chin so his eyes could match hers and stare into them. Rapid movements caused his eyes to jolt back and forth scanning over hers. Feelings transpired easily through single words as he leaned forwards. The zap of static electricity hung in the air leaning forwards to let his lips to softly ascend atop hers. The touch like silk upon velvet as his lips met hers in a soft kiss drawing her into the soft kiss showing her his words. His tongue swiped out to lick her lips softly and his own. He’d lean forwards turning his head as he kisses her deeply not forcing himself on her more like asking for acceptance.
The kiss was soft and subtle as his head would touch hers and his eyes would close gently causing the lashes to kiss the soft flesh of her cheek in a butterfly kiss. His hand on her chin moved up along her jaw and then cup her jawbone and pulls her gently forwards against him lightly and deeper into the covenanted kiss soft and gentle was his actions. His hand on hers enclosed and cupped hers holding her to him.
“It’s up to you love, what you want is what I want if you want to wait till we figure out the safety of our relationship I will take that answer, it’s ok I won’t at all be mad my love[/b]”
His words were very true and also unsure how safe their relationship would be thus he’d leave it to her to figure out.
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Post by evilinnocent on Jul 23, 2009 17:38:55 GMT -6
“Well I didn’t know that sorry I was just trying to be help …I didn’t mean to say that. But you know we can try if you want I just don’t think we should rush into anything. With us being like we are it could be dangers if it does happen.” She said as she shook her head and looked at him “I just don’t want ether of us to get hurt. There are so many ways we can get hurt, I mean I almost changed in the theater and if that is the case you know what could of happen.” She trailed off as she sat there, her eyes down casted her hands folded in her lap.
She looked at him feeling his lips on hers, then his tongue. She opened her mouth accepting his kiss as she moves her free hand to his cheek as she kissed him. She felt herself wanting to let go again but she made herself keep control as she pulled away her lips starting to swell begging to be kissed. Smiling a little she shook her head showing that she needed to stop, lust and passion flit across her eyes.
“You are right it is all about safety that is true. But I fear how safe we can be….” She said as she looked into his eyes, the feel of his flesh on hers made her take a shuttering breath. The smell of the food mixed with the scent of him made her lick her lips as she let her hand fall from his face and placed it in her lap.
Slowly looking down as she did, Bernie really did like him and she would love to have him stay by her but she feared what she could do to him or what he could do to her. She could just close her eyes and see what could happen, him transforming on her and ripping her next out. Her eyes closed as curtains as she saw all in her mind what she imagined.
It was clear as day to her in her mind, the twist and turns of their bodies taking poses that made ones think. The feel and pain of bones breaking and moving shifting in place, shuttering as she let the thoughts take over. The feel of her teeth getting sharp and nails turning into claws as they lengthen. The feel of their teeth sinking into flesh, the rush as it all stops and one of them turns back looking at the body of the other lifeless.
She may be young but she has seen way to many lifeless eyes and never wanted to see them again unless it was an animal. She valued life way more than most now after growing up how she did; she would not watch it again. She could take a life if she needed too she just refused to let it be someone she cared for in any way.
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Post by kusaji on Jul 23, 2009 21:33:44 GMT -6
Looking at her as she spoke softly and in worry for his safety caused the arc of his lips to turn into a thin line of a half smile or smirk like action. He’d lean his forehead forwards to softly ouch her owns to calm her thoughts and sporadic words.
“I know you didn’t know that I didn’t feel cornered at all it’s ok no need to be apologizing for your words you were considerate to me and that makes me even like you even more. Ok so we slow things down until you and I can control the changing because your right I would never want to harm you at all ever.[/b]”
His thoughts were paused a second by breath alone looking into her eyes as he took another breath after listening to the second set of words his hands coupled hers. as he began to speak.
“I sensed that as well.. the change coming on closer and closer to the surface while at the theaters so yes maybe we should slow down while me and you figure how to control our beasts, then me and you won’t have to after that control is obtained.[/b]”
He’d say to her studying every action as his hands dropped on her own after she had accepted his kiss. The soft touch of their skin together then slipped away from her kiss as they withdrew. He’d look at her lips reading them in every purpose and every way possible. His hand went to hers and entangled his fingers in hers to hold them softly. Her words sinking in totally to his mind.
“Well we will find out how safe we can be.[/b]”
His words followed watching her wet her lips and smiled at her as his hands caressed her cheek after dropping her fingers letting her hand move to her lap and then lean up against her. He’d caress his fingers along her jaw and then smiled softly. He’d study the conflict in her eyes and the fear that resonated in every action of her body. He’d read it simple as the fear of what either could do to the other. His lips moved to wet them as he took in a breath and closed his eyes.
“But the fear sometimes brings in the excitement of it all… I believe once we get control of how we are we will be ok Bernie.. really I like you to much to just give up on it and I believe we will find a answer to all of this.[/b]”
His mind traveled only to the safety of one another. He’d hope he wouldn’t lose her to this simple reason of them being a different race. His mind flashed however to a harmony one where they could be happy and together. The anchor of something different did linger in his mind a thought of them not able to co-exist but it made him sad and it showed on his features his eyes seemed to glimmer not so much and yet he tried and cheer himself up and shook his head.
“We will find a away bern.. I know we will, and if not we’ll still be great friends…[/b]”
He’d say as he pulled his laptop close and logged on a few sites, one a dance studio furniture store that could find all the top of the line things needed for a dance studio and the other a place for dojo equipment and some minor boxing things like punching bags and things someone would need for setting stuff up correctly.
“and I still want you to dance and be happy so here… pick out stuff you need babe… that way iot can get here and we can set it up to your liking.[/b]”
Smiling at her and looked in her eyes happier than the last time he looked at her. He was again thinking positive about them.
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Post by evilinnocent on Jul 24, 2009 9:20:45 GMT -6
Bernie looked at him as she smiled and moved her hand to his face again in that sweet little touch one gives a lover. “Kusa I believe you when you say we will find a way. It may take a while but we can do it. I am just worried what will be done and how long it could take “ She said as she shook her and then smiled again and hery eyes took a soft er tone.
She put her hand on his thigh as she rubbed it a bit with a smile on her face it was more for a comfort touch for them both. She slowly let her hand fall from him as she brought it back to her lap again. Her eyes spoke of how much she wished everything would change and they didn’t have to worry like they did. But they did but it will change one day.
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Post by kusaji on Jul 24, 2009 12:33:52 GMT -6
The words sunk in as he shrugged his shoulders as he looked down at her touches that caressed his skin causing the flesh to warm from her touches even if it was a subtle caress upon his cheek. His head turned into the gentle caress as he pulled the laptop closer to them and let his finger touch the mouse pad and skate across the pad moving the mouse as he skimmed equipment he’d need for the dojo portion of the dojo a punching bag, a speed bag and moving stick bodies with hard wood system of simulated fighting dolls and other arrangements for his daily exercises he would need in order to keep his skills from getting rusty. He’d smirk some to himself.
“I am sure we will Bernie… and as long as we want at least time wouldn’t really matter as long as we knew this was for the better judgment and knew this was to better one another or something of the sorts.[/b]”
He’d look in her eyes as he plugged in his card numbers and opted for overnight delivery as he didn’t want to wait knowing it would cost extra but didn’t care so much as he didn’t want to wait to set up. He’d look at her and smiled some and then handed her his card and the laptop so she could order what she needed for her studio portion.
“Here something to take our minds off the current situation and also to get things at least to a point of completion.[/b]”
The feeling of her hand caused a blush even if it was a quick movement of touch, his own hand followed hers and caressed along her thigh and then crept up to her hand taking it in his own then looking back smiled at her.
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Post by evilinnocent on Jul 24, 2009 20:06:42 GMT -6
Bernie looked at Kusa and smiled at him as she looked at the laptop and sighed. Yawning as she coughed and slowly her eyes started to close as she laid her head on his shoulder. She was enjoying his company that she lost track of time and the clock seemed to slow down. The hands ticked as her breathing started to slow down.
Her eyes closed all the way as she whimpered, moving closer to him in her sleep like state. She was so close to dreaming till her phone went off with its alarm. She jumped up and Yelp. “Oh my godess that scared me…” She looked down at her phone as she turned it off, her face turning ashen white. “Oh Moon Goddess it is 9:00 a clock. I am going to be late …if I am late Kisa will kill me.”
She was freaking out as she jumped up and started putting her stuff together. In her rush she stepped wrong and slipped out of her shoe and fell straight down. She landed on her hands her face an inch from the ground as she laid there for a second. She knocked the wind out of herself as she laid there in a little daze. She started to sit up and looked at the door a confused look on her face then her phone beep as she looked at it again.
She looked at Kusa and shook her as she took a deep breath trying to calm down.
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